Just for the Heck of it...

I just thought I would jot down a few thoughts since it has been forever since the last time I posted and quite a bit of stuff has taken place... I got a second job... it's really the twin sister of the job I already had... I work for Affinity Workshop in Nephi as well as Chrysalis. I am a job coach during the day and spend all day instead of only a few hours with my clients, which on one hand is A LOT but on the other it is getting me back where I need to be financially so what more is there to ask for.

Phoebe dropped a big surprise on me one evening late September... she is pregnant again... with TWINS!!! BOTH GIRLS!!! I think we both could spit rainbows the excitement is just THAT overwhelming. I finally get my name sake... She is naming one Isabella Niccole and the other is going to be Elisiah Brielle... She calls me Bree and my middle name is Elisia (Alecia) I can't wait to get to meet these little girls. Between the two of us we have succeeded in the future hosing down of these poor babies with Theoretical Pepto Bismol... with all the pink.

Thanksgiving and Christmas came and went like a flash as they usually do but brought with them another pleasant surprise... CHELSIE IS ALSO PREGNANT!!!! For the first time and I am sooooo stoked for her... can't wait to meet this little one as well but that won't be til August sometime. Pore Chelsie is gonna fry this summer.... GOOD LUCK CHELS!!!

A new year is here and with it comes a lot of questions as to where my life is headed as opposed to where I really wish it were. At this point in my life I fully expected to be Married, and raising my 3 children by now... none of that seems to be in the cards for me just yet and I will be 29 in June... It makes for some really down and out days for me but then I think about those I have dated in the past and I start to feel better. LOL!!!

I still hope that some day soon I will meet that one person that I get to do all of these things with. In God's time I know... I know... it still isn't easy to not be a little bit antsy about my empty little life right now. I do play a huge role in some really special spirits right now and that always helps to know that for now I AM doing what I am supposed to with my life but we all fall victim to that need for immediate Gratification at one point or another don't we?